I don't know if this is depression talking but I feel so jaded about life. It just seem like all my pals want to do is go out and get drunk, end of story. Even if I try do something different it always end up with them cancelling or they went out just to get drunk. It worst when it people that get drunk then all they do talk about their problems. Just glad I got some pals that don't go out just to drink to have fun, we drink because we already having good time and take away booze but we still have good time.

You don't need to drink to have fun. I sure don't, and I used to drink, even though it was just Mike's Hard Lemonade.


I stopped drinking altogether after my 21st birthday. My brother decided to get me wasted with his friends, now I can't look at a drink without my stomach turning. I do, however, take itty bitty sips from a friend's drink, but I always make a face afterwards. I just don't have a taste for liquor/alcohol. I can have fun drinking water on the rocks.

That problem with UK is most people have unhealthy way of thinking that more drinks means having great time. Most of time you will hear people say their going out to get shit faced than I'm going out with my friends to have good time. Remember I was as come up to my pal's house for pre drinks before we go to club, went up to house but I had water (try avoid soft drinks apart from once every weekends) and people look at me that I was odd because I didn't want drink until I got into a club. It's stupid but that how alot young people in UK think.

This year is getting better.

The saddest part about college is reconnecting with a few people that you haven't talked to in a while via Facebook and see how fatter they've gotten. I think 95% of the girls that I graduated with all have put on more than the freshmen 15, with probably 80% of them coming from drinking while the other 20% is from getting pregnant and not dropping the weight.

With the guys, same thing, most of them packed on the pounds... a lot of pounds, and also have gotten quite a lot of acne, which is a shame seeing how a lot of them were cute back in high school.

I just... never really saw the amazing wonders with alcohol and drugs. I mean, I don't care what and how people do with it... I just never saw the appeal, and never will in my life. And if people have a hard time with my life choices, why the fuck do you care and bothered with it?

Worst thing about a hot day like this, is seeing people with their shirts off when they clearly need them on.

I love drinking and doing drugs.

I bought a ticket to Governor's Ball, but then I decided that I no longer wanted to go and sold my ticket for a $150 profit.

I'm a teetotaler, nothing but caffeine for me, thanks.

Ugh, I've got a nasty caffeine addiction. I tried giving up pop for Lent... that didn't work whatsoever.

Woah! I actually do that every year and it sucks! I've been through real withdrawals from caffeine- shakes, headaches, vomiting, moodswings. It's a pain but at least I can break it if I want to; I just don't want to, I love my pop.

See, I can't no matter how hard I try. I even forced myself one time to buy just Sprite and that turned out to be a horrid idea. I'm back into the old habit I had in high school where I'll have two cans a day. On the weekends, it's a bit more.

Although, I know when I've had too much when the nasty zit starts forming on my chin. Luckily, just rub good ole' toothpaste on it and it basically dries it out before it forms into an even bigger problem. I rarely get zits but... we're not all perfect here.

My entire family drinks tons of the stuff, and I'm sure a lot of people are going to go "blech" but it's all diet. From Tab to Pepsi Max, Diet Mountain Dew to Diet Sunkist, and everything in between. Though, I do on occasion drink regular to try out new types of pop.

I'm a smoker, not a drinker, but the past few months, I must've been subconsciously depressed or something, because I would be drinking whatever someone handed me. All signs point to my second bout with unemployment and not having that contract when I should have, but now I'm working and the contract is in my room (pretty sweet deal, btw).

I hate working these hours, because they're when I'm at my most creative, but not enough to be a puking drunk, thank Christ.

Haven't seen Mick in a while. Wonder what he's up too.

*Doesn't contribute to any current topics*

"Mortal Kombat isn't about Death, it's about Life."

"Never give up hope."

~These are the words of Rayden (Annihillation)~



Ka-Tra

Plotting to melt our brains, of course. It'll happen when we least expect it.

Hey, I've been wanting to learn how to draw for awhile and need some tips on how to start because I completely fucking suck.

Anyone wanna help me out?

What are you looking to draw? There's so many different styles and such.

Your best bet is searching the web, for some drawing tutorials, I think.

Mainly just MK and comic book style stuff.

"It's a new look!"

I should really be packing my stuff up to go home tomorrow... but my xbox is calling me... dammit.

I love painting my nails. It relaxes me and such... But my goodness, I can't go for one minute without the paint chipping.

That and, I'm surprised that I'm actually growing my nails out. I usually never do because it's a pain to take out my contacts with them. And using fake nails... don't get me started.

I'm smitten by someone... Grrr...

I'm flattered, but I'm straight. Sorry.