In unimportant news, I'm back (again). I'll probably be gone again out of forgetfulness but for some reason, I just felt compelled to come back.

What has transpired since my last visit:

-Went to a community college (two classes on a partial week schedule)

-Brought stuff on my own for once (yay)

-Got two new games

-Started learning how to cook (because at some point, I'll need to do something useful if I go broke)

-Got a one-month subscription to this service called "iRacing"

Thats all for now.

smh. That's exactly the way they think. It sucks. I hate staying single for a long time, but if this is all that's out there right now, fuck it. Maybe I should go find a lady friend. hahaa.

Problem is, even tho girls say they want nice caring boyfriends. 9 out 10 will get bored with them and go back to "Alpha males". So it not worth a guy time being nice caring. Like Sean Connery ones said "Losers go home and whine about their best. Winners go home and fuck the prom queen."

I saw Predators yesterday, and it was pretty good despite lacking the one scene from commercials that made me want to see it.

Yes, it was very good.

Either your logic is flawed or I am an 'Alpha male.'

I'm just saying nice guys finish last. I'm not saying all girls are like that but some do say they want nice caring boyfriend and after while they get bored and go back to "Alpha males". Either that or you like showing off that you fuck the prom queen.

I wish I could show how it's done. You see, the thing is you be a good dude, but be as bold as an alpha male. That's what I do and it works well.
My rules:
-Never with a drunk girl
-Always be sure it's what they want
-Try immediately, when you think too much, you let it go
-If someone rejects you, chances are they don't know you that well
-No beating a dead horse, if it won't work, don't push it

My most meaningful relationship was with a guy who was a "nice guy". It was the best relationship I've ever been in. I'd love to experience that again. But until then. My only prospects recently have been:

a. creeper at the gas station that tries to touch me when he gives me my change.
b. big-headed (and bootied) linebacker.
c. middle-aged bus driver.
d. hoodlum that almost hit my car while honking and waving at me.
e. the manly lesbian greeter at walmart.
f. drunken Jamaican.
g. Erik with shake weights.

Decisions, decisions.

I got my wisdom teeth pulled today.
I'm soooooooooo fucked up.

If you tell me you have an ice pack turban wrapped around your head, it will make my day 200x better.

The way my prom went down is accurately depicted by this commercial.

I didn't fuck the prom queen. I wonder if an 'alpha male' would have.

May be your right. Problem is, in glasgow most guys I see are either nice guy or alpha male. I think I'll give your rules a try since I hate being nice guy or alpha male.



Give it time, you will find someone. It just take time. My most recent prospects was ugly girl (there good chance she may lesbian since she told me she sexuality confuse) asked me out on saturday. I said no since I don't fancy her or interested in her.

Hah...

Maybe I need to move to Canada, because that doesn't work for me.

Maybe it's because it took me a while. I don't always get the girl, yeah, but I have fun. Actually, the biggest kick I get is in the seduction. Oh! Those women... if only you could see them... This Saturday, I danced with two of the most beautiful girls I could think of and it was good. We didn't kiss or whatever, but looking at those eyes... I was smiling... Oh, yeah.

Anyway, here are the reasons why:
-Never with a drunk girl, and I'm not talking just about sex; because the morning after, I don't want to be just one of the bunch, I want to stand out and be picked because of that. Also, I don't like feeling like I've taken advantage and even knowing it wouldn't be the other girls who handle themselves better might think I did.

-Always be sure it's what they want:
It comes back to the point above; if they are like "I'm not sure" or whatever, just fuck it. IT'S HAAARD! But then you're known to be trustworthy and you feel good about yourself. Yes, at the beginning you'll kick yourself, specially when down on your luck, but there's a reason why we're not jerks.
Note: If a girl isn't sure when you get there, chances are you'll never go further. It has to be quick and on the spot, then they will think too much, which bring us to...

-Try immediately, when you think too much, you let it go.
MOST IMPORTANT PART. The main reason dumbasses get the girl is because THEY TRY and if they try it's because they don't care about the outcome. Now, they might not care because they are dumb reasons, but...

-If someone rejects you, chances are they don't know you that well:
How much time does it take to be shut off? Pretty quick. How much time does it take to know someone? Not so quick, is it? So, don't take it personally, it's not you, it's the vibe they got and chances are that vibe isn't even your fault.

-No beating a dead horse, if it won't work, don't push it.
Sometimes, we just don't want the right person and other times, the right person doesn't want us. This is also HARD. Now your time and be realistic, but don't beat yourself down. If you see a flaw on yourself, either accept it or change it. At least find someone who's flaws work with yours.

I ain't the BEST, but I'm sure as hell am BETTER since I understood those things.

I got shake weights to beef myself up for you baby.
Prepare for Erik with shake weights round h.

Aha.
Sadly I don't have one as classic as that sounds.

somethin' I made but d'you think it's overdone? Credits in description

I love this.



Yesss! I agree completely. I didnt like Kings and Queens at first, but now I love it. Closer to the Edge also got some getting used to, but I loved This is War from the beginning. Heaps good band!

I'm starting to get bored with hanging out with my friends. I had house party on saturday with my friends and I didn't enjoy it. Only fun time was when me and my mate got shaving foam, spray it over everyone. Even that bitch I don't like showed up (I don't know why she showed up or even why she started talking to me since it been over 3 months when she last talked me. Just want to point out that I didn't invite her), I was more bored than angry with her. When people started talking it was blah (even the word drinking game was dull because everyone was using nice safe words while I tryed to dirty it up just to make it more fun but it last less mintue). What wrong with me?